yes, because most people learn lessons by making a mistake first. if you werent aloud to make any mistakes how would you learn? if they didnt seem to gain anything, then they should not get a second chance, because odds are it would happen again.

I doodle a lot, the other day in class i was drawing dolls and swirls. back when i was in bangor i would draw recent memories of being back home, like all of us at andies, or jon and i having sex.
I'm also constantly writing to-do lists and budgeting! i'll make calenders of everything i have to do so i can see it.

11:30 p.m... nothing on t.v., nothing to do online
my "i" key keeps sticking
i miss him so much
i always do when im not with him
i've been craving affection from him latley, but can't manage to get it
i get a little, but my need is greater than the amount he's giving
today i thought about last year around this time,
how much i missed him..
it hurt so much.
i feel like telling him how much i love him,
but whenever i try he just says something sarcastic or joking.
but he has said some sweet things, and i know he loves me, 
i just need for him to blatently tell me he loves me and hates to be away from me
without me saying it first.
i need him to come over my house without me asking him.
but i cant do anything about that.
when i was in his position i acted the same way
worse in certain areas
and he acted the way i am now for the most part.
so i think i just have to tough it out